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i used to waste my time dreaming of being alive... May. 14th, 2005 @ 09:58 am
nothing makes you feel less wanted than a continually failed job search. just hire me people. i wont burn anything down, and i'll probably be a better worker than most of your current employees.

this is going to be a long summer if i don't get a job very soon.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: we burn in our own comfort- fordirelifesake

i'll be your number one with a bullet... May. 12th, 2005 @ 10:39 am
so i thought i was going to be working construction by now, but now its looking very unlikely. so then i thought i'd be ok, i'd just go back to my former place of employment, the window factory. turns out they moved to wixom. which happens to be on the other side of detroit. so that would mean i'd have to drive 1.5 hours there, and 1.5 hours back everyday...not happening. so now i'm on the job search again. damn it.
i'm getting an appartment with mike in the fall. that'll be sweet. finally out of the dorms. my schedule looks like this

MKT 302 Marketing 920-1027
MTH 122 calc for soc. sciences 1040-1147
MIS 200 Personal Prod/Info Technology 12-107
ENG 224 american literature 120-227
MIS 200 lab 3-350

i got a 3.7 over all last semester. i think i'm going to take at least 1 spring class next year. i need to get out of school asap.

off to find a job.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: dual overhead cam- Starflyer 59

Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 08:59 pm
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 70%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||| 16%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||| 30%
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Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:

introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, does not like to lead, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown, unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: acceptance

they would have never found me... Apr. 8th, 2005 @ 12:07 am

i want to go to this restaurant.

note that it says one of the founder's names is david roth....his middle name better be lee.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: mitch hedberg. and Make Believe-tempting as a shaman

i'm so sick... Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 02:30 am
i really am. damn. i think i have food poisoning. i can't sleep. i threw up once at about 11-1130...that was bad. and i know i was dehydrated due to other bodily functions that were not in harmony with me, so i've been drinking water since then, sipping water, like you're supposed to ( i know because i read it at the mayo-clinic website ) and just as i was about to actually lull off to sleep, i feel the urge to throw up again, and i did. so all that work to hydrate myself didn't work. i'm kinda scared because i don't want to have to go to a doctor or the hospital for this, because i'm not at home, and i don't know a doctor out here. so i think i'm going to be up a while. trying to keep some water down. damn i hate this. i haven't been sick in so long. and this isn't even a sickness, there are no tissues or coughs involved. this f-er went straight for the kill. i'm so tired, but i don't want to go to sleep dehydrated. so i shall be up for a while yet...good thing i don't have much homework tomorrow, i anticipate a very late wake up to accomodate for this very late night.

damn you panera bread. if this is a result of the turkey bacon bravo sandwich that you served me today, i will never forgive you.

see what happens when i pick where we eat??? hahaha, just kidding.

man...this sucks.
Current Mood: sick and distressed
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" windsock poptart " came back with only 4 results....this is the closet i've ever come to a googlewhack. feel the excitement.
» the end of paralysis, i was a statuette

less than a month of school left. boo ya.

i think i'm getting close to all a's this semester. when did i become a good student again?

i saw this guy on leno talking about this activity called "googlewhacking". what is a googlewhack, you ask? a googlewack is when you go to www.google.com and type in any and exactly 2 words into the search field, hit enter, and it comes back with exactly 1 page. this is a very hard thing to do, and most googlewhacks aren't googlewhacks for long, because then people post on their personal websites about it, and then theres more than 1 page. the closest i've gotten so far is with " yodel poptart " which came back with 52 results. i've gotten about a dozen under 100, but none even close to 1. the guy on leno claims he could find one in a matter of minutes now, but he's been doing it for years. it took him 6 hours to find his first, or something like that. i'm not patient enough, or bored enough to sit and keep going. but one day, i shall find a googlewhack.

when i press the keys...it all gets reversed
» this never happened, but i saw you leave and crawl into a bed of broken windows...
i got the "decoder" frances the mute track. you know, the one that they couldn't fit on the cd that was meant to be the first song. heh.

napster needs to not protect their files so well, so that i can convert them to mp3's, so i can have them on cds. damn them.

i downloaded the 23 caprices by paganini. violin music.

i have an accounting exam tomorrow, and i haven't been able to sit down and consentrate on it all day. so it will be quite the adventure. we shall see.

i need sleep.
» my. my. my nails peel back
frances the f-ing mute.
nuff said.

buying tickets tomarrow.

now that thats out of the way...i'm home for spring break. nothing too fascinating has happened. i have, however, been able to hang out with kim almost everyday this break, which hasn't really happened since christmas time. awesome. i hung out with an old friend today, and played video games like we did in elementary/middle school.

i've been sleeping till about 10 everyday this week. i was going to go work at the factory for the week, but i decided against it. those commercials about "taking back your vacation" got to me. you know, the ones that are like "we at the pharmecuetical companies thank you, america, for never taking vacations" or something like that. those commercials. so i decided to just stay home. but it hasn't been incredibly boring. ...marginally boring, yes, but not too boring. and now i need to go try the soy milk in the fridge, because i want to know what it tastes like.
» i am your gardener
let me tell you all about driving back to oakland today.

my van...is in absolutely no shape to be driving in the extreme elements that presented themselves this afternoon. The tires are balder than colin mockry, it's rear wheel drive, and there is no extra weight in the back to help out. despite all the odds stacked against the safari, i ventured from East china to oakland at 2pm. i could not touch the gas pedal with out having an equal and opposite reaction of my back end fishtailing everywhich way. once, i had to stop at a stoplight right at the foot of quite a large hill. i've never been more scared in my life. the van would not go anywhere. gravity was doing its thing, while the ice did its thing, and my tires were spinning like one of p-diddy's rims. but, like the little engine that could, the safari triumphed over the odds, made it over that hill, and all the way back to the dorm parking lot, where it will now sit, until the roads are completely cleared of all precipitation. so that was my adventure today.

i'm going to see he is legend with kim on tuesday. hopefully it will be as intense as i am anticipating it to be. for now, i need to finish more homework.
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